What do I know?
Once a year even the Norrdec speak the human language.
Norrdec can be a middle-level manager.
Norrdec can help in need.
Norrdec has a lot of energy if needed.
Norrdec sometimes can stop whining.
Norrdec sometimes can be helpful to everyone.
Norrdec has to do 110% than the rest of the team.
Norrdec does know about decision making and doesn't hesitate more than he needs to
(every decision without ANY hesitation can be a fatal one).
Norrdec knows when to make haste and when to give it a break.
Norrdec is still human.
This december is in the top 10 of the ones I worked the most. There is still a lot to do, but today I know I did one thing: My parents know that, when they really need it, they can count on me.
Yes, this is a self-praise post. Don't like? Go FUCK YOURSELF.
For everyone else- Happy Holidays!
wtorek, 23 grudnia 2008
niedziela, 21 grudnia 2008
Disturbed
Krótkie wspominki wielowymiarowe.
Disturbed, świetny zespół, 1szy raz ich "poznałem" kilka lat temu
Przy ich muzyce grałem w ciekawą, ale bardzo trudną zarazem grę Wurm.
Takie wspomnienia bez sensu thx by kolezanka która mi przypomniała o tym zespole.
Bo ostatnio to sobie siedziałem w innych klimatach.
Disturbed, świetny zespół, 1szy raz ich "poznałem" kilka lat temu
Przy ich muzyce grałem w ciekawą, ale bardzo trudną zarazem grę Wurm.
Takie wspomnienia bez sensu thx by kolezanka która mi przypomniała o tym zespole.
Bo ostatnio to sobie siedziałem w innych klimatach.
niedziela, 14 grudnia 2008
Another day goes by...
and I still don't get it.
I feel sad. Not the same as always, as emo.
Just sad.
It's freaking me out too.
Damn...
I feel sad. Not the same as always, as emo.
Just sad.
It's freaking me out too.
Damn...
wtorek, 2 grudnia 2008
So... you're happy with yourself?
Hi
My name is Norrcat. I am an hero. An internet superhero.
I am 22 years old. I don't have too much life in me lately. No urge to push forward and do what I should do. I barely do what I have to not to fail at uni.
Oh hi. You still here? I am possibly in love. But you know, the "possible" part is because the girl doesn't notice me as a viable option. I iz not depresziun b/c of dat.
Well not at the moment at least. I am one broken boy. Well she is too. But that doesn't matter, does it? Well?
Not to mention the one or 2 odd girls that are interested in me, but I am barely in any way. I am not a bastard as some people think I am, or like some people are. I prayed for them to not go emotional, feel bad about it and/or worse. At least this one thing was a success. I can even talk with 'em till this day.
I like the internet. It helps me find stuff to do without moving a muscle. All I do is sit and browse, or wait for something to download. That's all to it there is. The times where I was really anxious are mostly gone. One game lately made me feel like when I was younger. You know, at the age of 12 I had barely any games, and each and everyone took me a lot of time to get fed up with. Now? Hell, if I played for more than 16h, it's a great game. If it was near 8, it's an OK one. But mostly I play games for 4h and go to sleep. Either that or browse some porn.
Oh boy, that's going to kill me one time. Not cigarettes. But porn. No real interaction with women can't be a good thing. Not to mention my great luck in choosing them(women that is). They are either "divine virgins of tease" or "oh yeah I like that" but aren't the ones to share with you- you know the "oh you know just do whatever, it's not like you are going to get some sort of collaboration from me".
Not to mention the fact I don't really know where I am on the sex-graph. I either suck, am good at it or total neutrality in the topic.
It's not I am going to DO something about it. It's one of those things that happen to me. Trying to do something mostly made me feel like shit (I probably am), what makes me loose it sometimes. It's not a beautiful sight, nor am I mentally.
Hurray again, the time of me not being happy with my life comes. I am getting pissed by "the girl". I try to learn and do what I have to do with my school-work. Frakkin A, I started to read stuff I couldn't touch for some time now. Tomorrow it's econometrics time.
Day after day I stop being "emonorrcat" or "bastardnorr" and begin being more and MORE "mehcat" as is "I don't give a fracking fuck cat".
I don't feel unique in any way lately. I expect to go ballistic soon.
Your options are:
01)don't give a fuck □
02)stay and watch □
03)fuel the fire □
04)be ominous □
05)be oblivious □
06)do something about it □
07)die □
08)read this with understanding □
09)call the police □
0A)get me some meds □
0B)help me get a grip □
0C)help me get a life □
0D)be yourself □
0E)fuck the police □
0F)change □
10)notice that this is the 16th point □
11)know what this is □
12)make a "you are really screwed in the head" hand-sign □
13)throw a shoe at a tree □
14)call the air-strike □
15)send me pics □
16)be a bitch/bastard □
Multiple options are possible. I don't want to control or make you choose from a few fine options, do I?
Fuck this shit.
My name is Norrcat. I am an hero. An internet superhero.
I am 22 years old. I don't have too much life in me lately. No urge to push forward and do what I should do. I barely do what I have to not to fail at uni.
Oh hi. You still here? I am possibly in love. But you know, the "possible" part is because the girl doesn't notice me as a viable option. I iz not depresziun b/c of dat.
Well not at the moment at least. I am one broken boy. Well she is too. But that doesn't matter, does it? Well?
Not to mention the one or 2 odd girls that are interested in me, but I am barely in any way. I am not a bastard as some people think I am, or like some people are. I prayed for them to not go emotional, feel bad about it and/or worse. At least this one thing was a success. I can even talk with 'em till this day.
I like the internet. It helps me find stuff to do without moving a muscle. All I do is sit and browse, or wait for something to download. That's all to it there is. The times where I was really anxious are mostly gone. One game lately made me feel like when I was younger. You know, at the age of 12 I had barely any games, and each and everyone took me a lot of time to get fed up with. Now? Hell, if I played for more than 16h, it's a great game. If it was near 8, it's an OK one. But mostly I play games for 4h and go to sleep. Either that or browse some porn.
Oh boy, that's going to kill me one time. Not cigarettes. But porn. No real interaction with women can't be a good thing. Not to mention my great luck in choosing them(women that is). They are either "divine virgins of tease" or "oh yeah I like that" but aren't the ones to share with you- you know the "oh you know just do whatever, it's not like you are going to get some sort of collaboration from me".
Not to mention the fact I don't really know where I am on the sex-graph. I either suck, am good at it or total neutrality in the topic.
It's not I am going to DO something about it. It's one of those things that happen to me. Trying to do something mostly made me feel like shit (I probably am), what makes me loose it sometimes. It's not a beautiful sight, nor am I mentally.
Hurray again, the time of me not being happy with my life comes. I am getting pissed by "the girl". I try to learn and do what I have to do with my school-work. Frakkin A, I started to read stuff I couldn't touch for some time now. Tomorrow it's econometrics time.
Day after day I stop being "emonorrcat" or "bastardnorr" and begin being more and MORE "mehcat" as is "I don't give a fracking fuck cat".
I don't feel unique in any way lately. I expect to go ballistic soon.
Your options are:
01)don't give a fuck □
02)stay and watch □
03)fuel the fire □
04)be ominous □
05)be oblivious □
06)do something about it □
07)die □
08)read this with understanding □
09)call the police □
0A)get me some meds □
0B)help me get a grip □
0C)help me get a life □
0D)be yourself □
0E)fuck the police □
0F)change □
10)notice that this is the 16th point □
11)know what this is □
12)make a "you are really screwed in the head" hand-sign □
13)throw a shoe at a tree □
14)call the air-strike □
15)send me pics □
16)be a bitch/bastard □
Multiple options are possible. I don't want to control or make you choose from a few fine options, do I?
Fuck this shit.
poniedziałek, 1 grudnia 2008
A blood-red sun in the sky.
You can't do it any more. Not the way you did it to this day at least.
Wake up. The ashes are already gone, taken by the winds of change.
Wake up. The ashes are already gone, taken by the winds of change.
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